My Lover's Confession

If your lover confess to you, and that confession is what you don't want to be heard and would came out from his mouth, what would you do?

The first confession. My lover with his ex-girlfriend in the morning went together cleaning up. I know they do it before but its all over between them. It really hurts the most. Just like my heart bleeding until it stop beating. Of course the ex-girlfriend is so happy, even if my love would state no touching or whatsoever. Still the ex will be hoping for more chance of winning him back into her arms.

Second Confession. My love lies to me. What I know is that he is alone. Then afterwards he is with his classmate having videoke, then sleeps on to the boarding house of that classmate. Then after a week, my love confesses. He is not with a classmate but with an officemate which I have a huge jealous with.  My God...I dont know what to feel, I just cried over...my cries in that night was not enough for my hurt and pain I felt. One night too that we are not together was that he is with her and havent had idea they do have that plan of a date.

Third Confession. My love and the ex - girlfriend had an intimate kiss. He said it was just a try regarding if still there is feelings or what is a feeling to kiss your ex-girlfriend. How about that? maybe he would try having sex to to prove his final feelings, either he love me or still love his ex. He told me that there is no feelings now or attachment. Hahaha..and now what? I should be glad that there kiss is nothing beyond? A big question..will a kiss prove that you love that person or have a feeling towards that person still? I don't get it still up to now, why would he kiss his ex just to know if there is still love or not...remembering this makes me angry in the world. I felt betrayed. I know the ex girlfriend is having hope for both of them and my love just gave her a bit of a chance of hope again.

These are so far the most hurting and painful confession made by my love. Honesty I am still getting over with it. Yes I forgave my love because I love him. I am that understandable because loving is accepting and forgiving the wrong.