You Know Who

It been a long months since I haven't right on this blog.

There where lots of happenings, revelations, jealousy, misunderstandings by my love. Recalling it makes my heart numb. Thanks to God, He has been always on my side giving me strength to persevere.

Yes indeed maybe I am thinking the wrong way or just having illusions but enough is enough. I am always there at his side but they haven't seen it and why others can? We are person, I and even you know who to make conversations..hmmmm..just conversation..a friendship conversation from what I know.

They say peace of mind makes you free and no heavy baggages to carry everyday. I definitely know that but  there are person really are roaming around as if they are ants or bees having stings.

To a person who frankly say to me they were only now friends or bestfriend but had enorgomously eaten her words, just wanted to say stop acting like an angel having peaceful heart. The pain that you cause can't gradually be disappear like a blink in the eye. Stop saying like you move on and repeatedly say 'past is past' for I wont believe you anymore, for all I know you still want him back. Don't be desperate just have shame. Things aren't the same anymore. Accept it for where and what you are now is what your doings on your past. Believe in karma whether it is good or bad.

To a person really is making everyone be tempted don't act very good and always-right. Be in their girlfriends' shoes. I have heard it, your break ups are always having third parties so dont be a third party animal because it hurts like what you have been experiencing. Know what is happening around. Dont act foolish as if you don't know what is between him and me. Dont play innocent and play around him like even more than friends and having conection. Just to remind you, you are always the point of jealousy in a number of relationships. Just an advice beware of strangers, be careful to be close quickly to a person you just seen, you're just lucky enough. Dont act as if inaapi ka nila, because you are the one who's making your own problems, dahil pakialamera ka kaya ganyan nangyari sa'yo. We all know you are intelligent but don't be over intelligent. I know you are right and have proven it but doesn't mean the enemies are all wrong because you also have mistakes in here. In the first place you just have to stay away, you knew the person have girlfriend, why still entertaining? Come on, be sensitive. Dont leave friends behind if you have a new friends. Kawawa nmn ang matagal mu ng friend, iniiwan mu lng, and if the other one can't be because I am around ngtitiis ka nlng sa isa. You are still talking to a person you think and say is plastic, why not stop talking and making her fool acting like close, (sino mas palstic sa inyo kundi ikaw mismo). If you are not plastic then stop befriending her. Mas plastic ka pa sa dating nya. I knew little things about who you criticize and they are your friends.

To a person as if very concern and helpful, papansin pa. What is really your point? ng mamakaawa to be seen by him? having contest with the person on top to get his attention. Am I right? But lugi ka pa rin, hindi mu makaya the guts of the person above. You're like her, acting like innocent one and as if no idea between me and him. Your annoying voice and laugh just irritates me. I don't get you, yes you are a friend but I am around and can manage to help him and take care of him. You are acting like I don't know everything about him and I can't do things to make him happy. Open your eyes lady, both of you open your eyes. Nakakasuka na ang arrogant sweetness ninyong dalawa.

Ok I am acting like I'm perfect but I am not. I am not a good person, I'm no angel having no sins at all. I have lots of sins, mistake and downfalls. But I am opening my eyes and mind and trying to be sensitive as possible for my love. Life and love has its own time and this is my time now. Wait for your so called prince charming. Again wait don't find it. Stop having blind dates, nowadays it is dangerous trusting blind dates. Follow your dream and be a millionaire. Go on......

Life and love has indeed has its own time. I waited for my time and it has come....