The 3 Words

I was hurt when I have read something on his history chat. It was about saying "I miss you" and mostly "I love you" to the woman I am so angry the way she acts towards him. I just slightly read and stop! In the history chat they have many conversations using her alias. I didn't dare to read it anymore for I was hurting and seeing the ambituous face of that girl while they chat. Maybe she was very amaze and like hearing the 3 words for the first time in her life? isn't it?

He told me it was nothing and was just a joke. If he was joking did he consider my feelings that I will be hurting? or did he consider the feelings of that girl? what if the girl believes it was true? and having little growing on her ambituous heart? And if they do exchanged each other with the 3 words...how about me? What about me?

For me he has no right to say I love you to others and only to me and just me. He should consider who he will be addressing the 3 words. For some girls might be believing it was true especially that ambituous girl.

I keep on thinking why the "playing your song" girl has chatted suprisingly. Well I got the answer in my mind, for my boyfriend chatted with the ambituous girl, and maybe she relates it to "playing your song" girl. This girl then also wants the 3 words "joke" coming from my boyfriend. Hope this isn't true. For I really love saying to them "tell me who your friends are and I will tell you who you are". If only they knew.

And I can't stand looking at them especially while talking to my boyfriend. I know girls how they act if they knew a guy wants or has feelings to them. They act nicely and charming. Yes it is normal but with this two girls as if they are competing to win the heart of my boyfriend.

Anyways, I have my boyfriend and he is mine and I am his. I love him and I know he loves me. That is for their big information.