unexpected

we accidentally meet. His ex-gf. But I did not notice it was her. I dont know what to feel. I have face the ex-girlfriend somewhat still hoping to be the girlfriend.

I don't know what is the real score of her attitude within. I don't know what is the real score for them both.

Tuesday Night Fathom

As I got home last night I receive news from him that our neighbors knew it all along that we are into relationship. They ask him how long we've been together having that mutual feeling.

I was little bit shy at the moment but as I realized it was accepted. Thank God there was no any discrimination of it. I feel freedom on that house...free to express myself..ourselves...but I am not use to it having lovely and sweet gesture towards my love if they are around..maybe I am just at new to the situtation...I never expected that they would ask and knew it....

Despite of that..its gladly to hear that they do accept and love us the way we are into. Its not new to them also because their cousin has that kind of relationship too...It's ok they can judge us..its nothing...I have appreciated them much for really asking and have the guts to ask question and frankly approached my love..

That night was I guess a shocking moment for us. They knew it all along..maybe because of our treatment with each other...they are really very observant..I hope their acceptance will really remain and be their for both of us...I really like those persons...it is a really appreciatively nice attitude...a nice open minded persons I ever met.

And for girls like us loving our love ones..its really amazing..a never adjective word to be described.

Hoping our family would be the same....be there for us and be happy for us...

5th Monthsary

It is our monthsary. Time is so fast. Its been 5 months since we are together. Can't believe we have experience tough and happy times in our lives together.

The relationship is not that perfect, we may have misunderstanding but it is a great feeling we don't end the day without reconciliation. Me myself doesn't want to pass the day without settling down the problem.

For the 5 months, we live together now and still coping up to adjustments coming are way. Now that we are together, I feel I am secured and happy. I always feel comfortable when I am with him. Its a different feeling if his around and seeing him always. For 5 months I believe that both of us, our love is more growing deeper. Hoping this will last forever.

All I want today is to hug him tight and let freedom be within us, that we could express our feelings to the eyes of the people around us. I love him so much more than words could ever be publish. And I will never stop loving him.

Yes my life has been change when I met this person and love this person. For 5 months, life is been on a cloud 9....Thanks to God that He has given and let me know this person whom I love the most.

Happy Monthsary my Love.

My Lover's Choice

"She choose to love me but she also choose to break my heart... I never thought nga matabo ni sa amon...Kay sang una cia lng kabuhi ko kag cia man...choice na nga hurt ako..then it's my choice to forget her...it's my choice to love again...It's my choice who will be my partner in life and it's my choice to call someone...MY LIFE, MY DESTINY, MY LOVE....."

It's my Lover's choice indeed. We all have choices. It can never be a perfect choice but it's a way to say we move on.........

My Fears

One day he will asked permission again to go out with the women I am most jealous
One day he will asked permission to be with his ex for the meantime plus with so much care for her.

Am I too being selffish?
What will be the right reaction for this situation?
Should I give way now?

Confessions from his about being with someone I didn't know
Confessions from his about with her ex that they went out together.
Confessions about he is having impatient with my character and overreactions
Confessions about he has falling out of love to me.......

I can't say word anymore if this will happen....