Utter

At the middle of this week, it was the first time in a long long time I heard it from him saying the words 'i love you'.

When I wake him up he had hug me tight saying that words, I don't know what to react or say back instead I had hug him tight back. I hope it was for me and he was not thinking from anybody else because I miss the words he usually utter from time to time.

My Destiny

I feel I have lost a companion and someone to lean on that is closest to my heart. I am alone now and this is my destiny.

Playful World

I have once been asked by a friend who had made me realize by his question but the friend did not notice it. Yes it was in fact true that things aren't the same way as before. It comes to a point I was on sour-graping reasoning kind of thing. Its indeed lifeless as it may sound but truth provokes it's happening. I am believing now that individual differences are factors and made me realize I must not be naive and ignorance in this playful world.