He really loves me for he only needs me.

In times of trouble he is present but in times of happines he wasn't.

In times of cries he is present but in times of laughters he can't be interrupt.

How could I appreciate life and humility when he spend more money with his friends and I gave him the expenses secretly. The grattitude was given to him while I stay in low profile for the generousity I gave in.

Here is a story, he wants to be generous to his friends that he want to take and spend money and time for them. And all our friends would say he is so generous and rich..blah blah blah..but at the end of the day he would ask me to pay him for all the expense he paid for our friends. Or on that time he would secretly as for money and then when the time comes I had given him he would volunteer to pay all the expense. So then our friends would believe that it is his money and not mine. Of course surely the gratitude..thanks..apreciation was with him and not in me. I am not saying that it should be me taking all those appreciation and thanks but all I am asking is that he should also gave me even just a little credit or a thank you word came from him or he will also let our friends recognize that I do had shares too but all I get is a frowns and a blowing air of uttering words. After those, it was just nothing I have done for him to have those thanks, etc, it was easy for him to forget what I did,

I am like a bubble, once he blows I am create and dancing on the air and once he blows me again in just a snap I'm gone.

What is my purpose here on earth up to now problems wont leave me. I always pray and it was granted but the single most prayer I had its not and it was left out. Did God miss my prayer? Did God throw it on the trash or still unread?