Big Baggage

Ok he has already plan for next year and sad thing is that I do not belong to his plans.

I know in his heart that he wants to be with his fried flat bread, because with her, he so happy and enjoys life positively - "law of attraction". He will be inspired and will have more money and they could travel the world especially in Hawaii and Paris and many places they like.

Well he doesn't want me anymore for I am boring and stupid.

I our relationship, All I did was to care and love and give myself in..but what else could I do if he doesn't feel real love, he even has zero attraction towards me.

I have to let go even it hurts me painfully. I still carry I big baggage I thought this would end but I was wrong, instead it triples my big baggage to carry on.