No space

I could see now that I have no place and space in his life, time, plans and decision.

Reason being I can't be with him any longer. It would just hurt me. Especially in the country where almost his girl friends are in it. I would not be happy in their. I will have to find a place of my own to start a new life and forget this bunch of nightmares and lies I have gone through.

I hate it that after a whole day of spending's I just receive smiles and no thank you. As if he just remembers me if he needs something to buy or spend with. Hey he can't even spend a little penny if he knows I would benefit it.